Feel so alone here

I really miss him, so much i just can't stand not checking up my phone every minute of my life to see if he's on, or not on. God knows how much i want to hear his voice, kissing up my ears every time we call each other up. I know it's only for 2 days but I can't help it, I can't even live not talking to you for an hour. I want you home right now. Singapore is hard to reach. It's further from me, YOU're further than me . I miss you Heuston. Really really miss you . *sobs sobs* This is depressing but i really wish you had tons of fun but i hope I'm still in your mind as what you are in mine . Take care .