Another night

I'm teared up right now . Crying like stupid, I haven't even brushed my teeth yet. I can't walk inside my mum's room to her toilet with this kind of appearance, she'll think i had something going on and i needed help with. Gosh no, I'll be dead . I guess, it's another night to feel alone . I need my lone time . Nobody needs a person like me . No, he doesn't either . I bet if i even exist, there'll be tons on his caller to talk to . I'm just another . Deny that too ? No .