Assalamualaikum,
Sorry for not blogging for a long time. Was lazy to type and so on. Gosh, forgive me. Anyways, the guy who always seemed to keep me company everyday asked me to wait for him as he wanted to be my Peterpan . I'm pretty much happy but yet unsure . Life is weird huh? Sticking to decisions. I like/love him, but why does my heart keep saying, don't do this..... I don't want to rush anything. Let's just hope for the best, i'm eager to know what awaits for me in the future . Sigh.... Keep smiling :-)
20120623
20120530
Late night calls
It's nice to get calls from someone again . Keeping me company at night to sleep . I like it and the thought of it is enough to make me fall asleep in an instant . Heuston was that guy . I'm not saying I like him or all that kind . I mean, he's a really good friend eventhough I just met him 3 days ago and started calling me mean names but he was overall nice to me . We planned to meet each other this Saturday at the wheels . Would love to see him for the first time and get that hug of his and go awkward since we barely know each other . We even Promise to Skype each other when he's in JB . I find it funny but sweet .
Finally have that late night calls. If this ends then, it's lonely nights again for me . Can't change facts but it'll be a lovely thing if it continues . Somehow, I feel like he's someone I need to remember in the future . I just sense that but I don't know, anything can happen . Lol Keep smiling :-)
Finally have that late night calls. If this ends then, it's lonely nights again for me . Can't change facts but it'll be a lovely thing if it continues . Somehow, I feel like he's someone I need to remember in the future . I just sense that but I don't know, anything can happen . Lol Keep smiling :-)
20120529
It's alright not to be alright
Assalamualaikum,
Today i got see my old friend, SABRINA ! She's not old, but i mean, we've been friends for 10 years now. How sweet is that to still keep in contact. God knows how much i love being around her. She's the first one to introduce me to games online that is, Runescape and O2 Jam. I miss these games but we didn't actually played them when i went to her house. But still it was a moment of remembrance .
Actually, i wanted to talk about something else but i never seemed to find a way to talk about it. Maybe i wasn't really sure if it's a good idea to share my feelings publicly . Especially when there are people who reads my post. I guess, someday i get to settle this on my own.
Till then .
Today i got see my old friend, SABRINA ! She's not old, but i mean, we've been friends for 10 years now. How sweet is that to still keep in contact. God knows how much i love being around her. She's the first one to introduce me to games online that is, Runescape and O2 Jam. I miss these games but we didn't actually played them when i went to her house. But still it was a moment of remembrance .
Actually, i wanted to talk about something else but i never seemed to find a way to talk about it. Maybe i wasn't really sure if it's a good idea to share my feelings publicly . Especially when there are people who reads my post. I guess, someday i get to settle this on my own.
Till then .
20120528
I'll be Alright
Assalamualaikum,
Yesteraday my dad popped out a topic about my best friends. Instead asking about Afina, he asked about Adz... yeah you get it. Apparently my dad doesnt know what's going on between us . He was like "What happen between you two? Dah lama tak dengar" I don't actually want to brag about him anymore. I used to brag a lot about him to my parents so they would like him and they actually did and when they knew i wasn't talking to him anymore, both of them grew silent and quickly change the topic. I'm sorry if my parents awaits news from him. all i did say to my parents was that "He found someone new to keep him company and that I was nothing more to him anymore" They understood and ask who's my new BEST Guy Friend now. Currently not stated because i wasn't sure if i need one but Azhar was becoming of a company when i need him.
Also at night i made friends with Heuston . He's a JB's kid. Yesterday we really had a conversation even though there was a moment of awkwardness but i don't mind. I made friends :-) We Viber for 2 hours and we were so darn sleepy but i thank him for no lonely nights today. I miss having phone calls at night. It keeps me company . I guess that's all for now. Bye then :-)
Yesteraday my dad popped out a topic about my best friends. Instead asking about Afina, he asked about Adz... yeah you get it. Apparently my dad doesnt know what's going on between us . He was like "What happen between you two? Dah lama tak dengar" I don't actually want to brag about him anymore. I used to brag a lot about him to my parents so they would like him and they actually did and when they knew i wasn't talking to him anymore, both of them grew silent and quickly change the topic. I'm sorry if my parents awaits news from him. all i did say to my parents was that "He found someone new to keep him company and that I was nothing more to him anymore" They understood and ask who's my new BEST Guy Friend now. Currently not stated because i wasn't sure if i need one but Azhar was becoming of a company when i need him.
Also at night i made friends with Heuston . He's a JB's kid. Yesterday we really had a conversation even though there was a moment of awkwardness but i don't mind. I made friends :-) We Viber for 2 hours and we were so darn sleepy but i thank him for no lonely nights today. I miss having phone calls at night. It keeps me company . I guess that's all for now. Bye then :-)
20120527
Just Another Memory to Picture
Assalamualaikum,
sorry for not updating anything lately. Was out of clue of what to write in here. Anyways, I went out with my friends today and we apparently had a blast time, i guess hahahaha. We didn't do much and this two best friends doesn't seem to be talking to each other much. Gosh, hahaha. Oh and i was fangirling about my prince all day to Azhar and messed with his phone and all. Apparently, Aiman and him are like TWINS. Notice this Azhar and Azahar thing, same voice, same face, I'm surprised and well, such a beezewooze about it. Wooo, hahaha.
Sorry for messing with the gay thing Aiman and Azhar as victim. Was bored while waiting for my mum. Hahahaha, Even so, it's been awhile since i write anything to Aiman. Like literally, a LOOOONG time .But we did WA yesterday about today's outing and it seems he already made plans with his friends. I'm sure, his outing is better than mine. Haikal made lame jokes that seems to be really ~~~~ hahahaha,
Whatever it is, today was a nice day. Alhamdulillah and enjoy your holidays. Goodnight ! <3
sorry for not updating anything lately. Was out of clue of what to write in here. Anyways, I went out with my friends today and we apparently had a blast time, i guess hahahaha. We didn't do much and this two best friends doesn't seem to be talking to each other much. Gosh, hahaha. Oh and i was fangirling about my prince all day to Azhar and messed with his phone and all. Apparently, Aiman and him are like TWINS. Notice this Azhar and Azahar thing, same voice, same face, I'm surprised and well, such a beezewooze about it. Wooo, hahaha.
Sorry for messing with the gay thing Aiman and Azhar as victim. Was bored while waiting for my mum. Hahahaha, Even so, it's been awhile since i write anything to Aiman. Like literally, a LOOOONG time .But we did WA yesterday about today's outing and it seems he already made plans with his friends. I'm sure, his outing is better than mine. Haikal made lame jokes that seems to be really ~~~~ hahahaha,
Whatever it is, today was a nice day. Alhamdulillah and enjoy your holidays. Goodnight ! <3
20120522
A friend like you
Assalamualaikum,
It's already late but I'm still so "rajin" to have still been blogging at this kind of time . So yeah, the title said it all. Syed has been there for me for I don't know how many times but clearly, it's a lot. He asked me to change my profile status on twitter, the "not to mention I love him" to unavailable. He wanted me to meet someone new and well, as you can see, I'm such a stubborn little baby, I didn't do as he say and changed a bit of my prof to not sound like I'm taken .
I don't actually want to meet new people, not just yet. Maybe because I'm not ready to see JUST anyone . Problem is that I'm not wanting to know someone new . I had enough rejecting people so I sounded like I'm taken when I'm not, just so I could avoid coupling . Good idea? I don't know. I mean I miss being loved and cared and all. Those night calls, those everyday love words, I actually wanted it back so badly that I don't want to look and desperately have it with anyone . I'm not desperate, no no, I don't search for boys, I don't want to and I have no intention to do so. It's dumb and a waste of time . Like they say "the best come to the ones who wait" and "let them come to you" wisdom words. Lovely :-) so that's it. Till then .
It's already late but I'm still so "rajin" to have still been blogging at this kind of time . So yeah, the title said it all. Syed has been there for me for I don't know how many times but clearly, it's a lot. He asked me to change my profile status on twitter, the "not to mention I love him" to unavailable. He wanted me to meet someone new and well, as you can see, I'm such a stubborn little baby, I didn't do as he say and changed a bit of my prof to not sound like I'm taken .
I don't actually want to meet new people, not just yet. Maybe because I'm not ready to see JUST anyone . Problem is that I'm not wanting to know someone new . I had enough rejecting people so I sounded like I'm taken when I'm not, just so I could avoid coupling . Good idea? I don't know. I mean I miss being loved and cared and all. Those night calls, those everyday love words, I actually wanted it back so badly that I don't want to look and desperately have it with anyone . I'm not desperate, no no, I don't search for boys, I don't want to and I have no intention to do so. It's dumb and a waste of time . Like they say "the best come to the ones who wait" and "let them come to you" wisdom words. Lovely :-) so that's it. Till then .
20120521
Economy
Assalamualaikum,
Today I totally screwed my economy exam. I actually read the whole chapter but I think I was lack of exercises. Whatever it is, if I failed, my mum would kill me . Sadly, that's my life . Tomorrow is add Maths and I'm not ready for logarithms . Wait, I mean everything :-( oh god, I'm so scared . I'll be panicking for a pass this time because I'm not sure if I can even do this .
Today I totally screwed my economy exam. I actually read the whole chapter but I think I was lack of exercises. Whatever it is, if I failed, my mum would kill me . Sadly, that's my life . Tomorrow is add Maths and I'm not ready for logarithms . Wait, I mean everything :-( oh god, I'm so scared . I'll be panicking for a pass this time because I'm not sure if I can even do this .
20120520
Crushes
Assalamualaikum,
All hale the awesomeness. Hahaha, so i just realized that i'm silently falling for puppy and i don't know why. Yes, especially when we don't talk at all anymore. God, I'm so weird. This is happening to me all over again. I guess since my heart is single, it doesn't mind falling for guys easily, i mean literally, if i have a boyfriend, i just can't think of anyone else but him ya know? But now, yeah, since im in this status, i guess it's fine :-)
Hi Puppy, I got a crush on you but but, i don't want you so just let me love and adore you from a distance <3 Goodnight. I hope you'll have a dream that connects to mine ! #asif #iwish hahaha !
All hale the awesomeness. Hahaha, so i just realized that i'm silently falling for puppy and i don't know why. Yes, especially when we don't talk at all anymore. God, I'm so weird. This is happening to me all over again. I guess since my heart is single, it doesn't mind falling for guys easily, i mean literally, if i have a boyfriend, i just can't think of anyone else but him ya know? But now, yeah, since im in this status, i guess it's fine :-)
Hi Puppy, I got a crush on you but but, i don't want you so just let me love and adore you from a distance <3 Goodnight. I hope you'll have a dream that connects to mine ! #asif #iwish hahaha !
20120519
Dreaming of the past
Assalamualaikum,
Just woke up 50 mins ago and I'm still lying down on my bed . Practically because I straight away on my twitter and tweet stuff so I got lazy to stand . Anyways, I'm day dreaming right now . Thinking of a happy adventure with people I love and care so much . Neither less, it's a something I would like to have one day in this world I live in .
Yesterday I had a dream, a really sweet dream. I got to meet my ex and Instead of seeing him real life, at least in dreams I wouldn't have to feel anything . He appeared in my dream when I was at home . I didn't actually made the dreaming story, but I know how it goes . Even in dreams, we didn't have any connection anymore but he said something to me that made me feel good about myself and about himself too . I don't want to tell you guys what he actually said to me because the words were to precious to had been heard by someone else but I said something too, to him. It's the words I've been wanting to say for a very long time but i forgot what sadly.
Well what I can conclude that, he wasn't happy about his life much, he seems to love what he does but not what he's going through . He told me that in my dream. I'm not sure if it goes the same in real life but all I know is I prefer dreaming than reality. Right now, it seems like I only get to talk to him through dreams because I don't plan on talking to him in this world . Things had been so cruel to even think about it. Whatever he does, I hope it is what he wanted because he decided it on himself . Insyaallah, both of us live somewhere beyond our wildest imagination, happy.
Till then
Just woke up 50 mins ago and I'm still lying down on my bed . Practically because I straight away on my twitter and tweet stuff so I got lazy to stand . Anyways, I'm day dreaming right now . Thinking of a happy adventure with people I love and care so much . Neither less, it's a something I would like to have one day in this world I live in .
Yesterday I had a dream, a really sweet dream. I got to meet my ex and Instead of seeing him real life, at least in dreams I wouldn't have to feel anything . He appeared in my dream when I was at home . I didn't actually made the dreaming story, but I know how it goes . Even in dreams, we didn't have any connection anymore but he said something to me that made me feel good about myself and about himself too . I don't want to tell you guys what he actually said to me because the words were to precious to had been heard by someone else but I said something too, to him. It's the words I've been wanting to say for a very long time but i forgot what sadly.
Well what I can conclude that, he wasn't happy about his life much, he seems to love what he does but not what he's going through . He told me that in my dream. I'm not sure if it goes the same in real life but all I know is I prefer dreaming than reality. Right now, it seems like I only get to talk to him through dreams because I don't plan on talking to him in this world . Things had been so cruel to even think about it. Whatever he does, I hope it is what he wanted because he decided it on himself . Insyaallah, both of us live somewhere beyond our wildest imagination, happy.
Till then
20120518
Silk Feelings
Assalamualaikum,
It's Friday already and lol, I'm practically tweeting in school right now . Since I'm bored and well... ALONE, I rather spend my time doing this than walking around school like a dummy . Not saying people who walks alone are dummy. I'm just saying that it's not fun walking alone #justsayin . So overall, the exam wasn't that hard. Alhamdulillah, I got to answer them without any brain cracking . Though English 1 was .
Anyways, had a walk with syed today in school. Talking to him usually ease me because I could basically tell him everything and anything I want/need to without actually controlling my way of talking or rather what I talk about. I took his advice on something to make me keep smiling . I don't usually am a happy person but when I am, it's just beautiful. So yeah, thanks again for being there for me when I really need someone . I still hope he doesn't mind me whining because I whine a lot, used to . Seldom nowadays because I'm a free child now. Not from my parents but more to high school shits (pardon me)
Saw Puppy again today. STILL no progress . Sigh.... Thought of talking to him ended up not talking at all. Oh and gladly, yesterday had a little talk about studies with Nik. Not something I should brag about but it's been awhile since we last talk. Happy that he's doing fine :-)
Now.... I don't know what to blog about. I'm just talking about my days yet I still don't have the words. Nevermind that. Salam Jumaat and have a nice day ♥
It's Friday already and lol, I'm practically tweeting in school right now . Since I'm bored and well... ALONE, I rather spend my time doing this than walking around school like a dummy . Not saying people who walks alone are dummy. I'm just saying that it's not fun walking alone #justsayin . So overall, the exam wasn't that hard. Alhamdulillah, I got to answer them without any brain cracking . Though English 1 was .
Anyways, had a walk with syed today in school. Talking to him usually ease me because I could basically tell him everything and anything I want/need to without actually controlling my way of talking or rather what I talk about. I took his advice on something to make me keep smiling . I don't usually am a happy person but when I am, it's just beautiful. So yeah, thanks again for being there for me when I really need someone . I still hope he doesn't mind me whining because I whine a lot, used to . Seldom nowadays because I'm a free child now. Not from my parents but more to high school shits (pardon me)
Saw Puppy again today. STILL no progress . Sigh.... Thought of talking to him ended up not talking at all. Oh and gladly, yesterday had a little talk about studies with Nik. Not something I should brag about but it's been awhile since we last talk. Happy that he's doing fine :-)
Now.... I don't know what to blog about. I'm just talking about my days yet I still don't have the words. Nevermind that. Salam Jumaat and have a nice day ♥
20120516
Puppy
Assalamualaikum,
Just got a name for him, it's called PUPPY. Some cover up eh? hahaha xD all thanks to Amira's idea to call him that even though he looks like a cat. Whatever it is, he's always adorable. I wonder when will we ever come into contact again. Hmm... :-( really miss him. It was so much fun when we were both close. It was the beautiful days we had before it's gone. Well, one day, ONE FINE DAY, we will be able to do so again.
Just got a name for him, it's called PUPPY. Some cover up eh? hahaha xD all thanks to Amira's idea to call him that even though he looks like a cat. Whatever it is, he's always adorable. I wonder when will we ever come into contact again. Hmm... :-( really miss him. It was so much fun when we were both close. It was the beautiful days we had before it's gone. Well, one day, ONE FINE DAY, we will be able to do so again.
20120515
You're my kind of happy
Assalamualaikum,
Something happy turned out today in school. It's not that big of a deal but, I got to walk beside my long lost best friend jn. We didn't talk, no exchanged glances but god knows how much I miss walking beside him . He's growing tall, he looks healthy, happy too and gosh, I just..... Huh.... I would love to talk to him again. Maybe just a little cit chat like "how are you?" but it could be awkward. I'm still happy though. Not to mention glad that he turned out to be there when I wasn't looking.
Anyways, thanks Izaaz for the chocolate. I know I've won and it's like a prize to you but for me, it's a gift. Thank you so much. ♥ you never failed to be a friend in need and yes, I miss you. It's been awhile since we last talk. Well, I hope we get to hang out some more since we are best friends :'-) hahahah, okay. No touchy moments, thanks again Izaaz ! thanks ^^
Till then !
Something happy turned out today in school. It's not that big of a deal but, I got to walk beside my long lost best friend jn. We didn't talk, no exchanged glances but god knows how much I miss walking beside him . He's growing tall, he looks healthy, happy too and gosh, I just..... Huh.... I would love to talk to him again. Maybe just a little cit chat like "how are you?" but it could be awkward. I'm still happy though. Not to mention glad that he turned out to be there when I wasn't looking.
Anyways, thanks Izaaz for the chocolate. I know I've won and it's like a prize to you but for me, it's a gift. Thank you so much. ♥ you never failed to be a friend in need and yes, I miss you. It's been awhile since we last talk. Well, I hope we get to hang out some more since we are best friends :'-) hahahah, okay. No touchy moments, thanks again Izaaz ! thanks ^^
Till then !
20120514
Rocketship
Assalamualaikum,
And welcome back for more blogging . I'm not quite sure about who's reading this . Not sure what's even interesting about my post but whatever it is, thanks for reading :-)
So yeah, i'm happy. I don't know why but I am. I'm feeling better and better everyday. They told me what I should do and I actually followed it . I learned to not care so much. I'm such a worrywart and god knows how my curiosity feels me in great doubt. No matter, because I'm fine now, I'm living happily. Hehehe :-D happy girl is happy. Look on the bright side, I don't need to be worried about heartaches anymore .
Furthermore, seems like my whole 2 years in high school starting this year as a single :-) it's not bad, it's awesome . I wouldn't have to worry about my mum checking up my phone . Not until I'm in college or so. Possibilities of finding a future husband in that time . Finding someone when you're working is a tough matter plus, I'm not really that sociable with people. Not with strangers though.
I've settled my plan for the future. Seems like finding someone from high school won't come true afterall, but that doesn't mean it can't happen, maybe because I dont need anyone at this time and age. Tawakal and pray for a good future. That's what I need to do because in that way, god will listen to my prayers and knows what's best for my life. Insyaallah, I'll be smiling till then :'-) Amin .
And welcome back for more blogging . I'm not quite sure about who's reading this . Not sure what's even interesting about my post but whatever it is, thanks for reading :-)
So yeah, i'm happy. I don't know why but I am. I'm feeling better and better everyday. They told me what I should do and I actually followed it . I learned to not care so much. I'm such a worrywart and god knows how my curiosity feels me in great doubt. No matter, because I'm fine now, I'm living happily. Hehehe :-D happy girl is happy. Look on the bright side, I don't need to be worried about heartaches anymore .
Furthermore, seems like my whole 2 years in high school starting this year as a single :-) it's not bad, it's awesome . I wouldn't have to worry about my mum checking up my phone . Not until I'm in college or so. Possibilities of finding a future husband in that time . Finding someone when you're working is a tough matter plus, I'm not really that sociable with people. Not with strangers though.
I've settled my plan for the future. Seems like finding someone from high school won't come true afterall, but that doesn't mean it can't happen, maybe because I dont need anyone at this time and age. Tawakal and pray for a good future. That's what I need to do because in that way, god will listen to my prayers and knows what's best for my life. Insyaallah, I'll be smiling till then :'-) Amin .
20120513
Best friends
Assalamualaikum,
So today's post will show how I miss my long lost best friend which I actually hurt before and god knows how much i crave for a normal conversation With him again.
Dear you, I know I was a jerk, I know how dumb I am to ask you out before . We both had been good friends until that day i gave you my last hug. I remember why I gave it you, what I said before we bid farewell, how you're so confused when i said "for luck" and how I didn't properly said I still need you. Because of that, everyday had been so cruel. You were still smiling after we parted and we haven't talked since except "hi" . We used to MSN a lot, I missed that. I missed everything about you. If only you knew how I always had a thought of you whenever you passed by, you'd know how I feel. You're smiles is why I'm still holding on to myself. Best friends never last but I beg to differ. I ruined a relationship and now, i wish to fix the attachments we once had. I never meant to hurt you, I had always loved you but I wonder why it wasn't more than that. I wonder why you weren't someone I want so badly. Maybe because "love was blind" to me but god knows how much i miss you. Really. I swear. I hope you knew. I hope we could be like old times. You're like a little brother to me . I miss you smiling for me . I miss how we joke around and your shy questions. I miss that. I miss that moment .
So today's post will show how I miss my long lost best friend which I actually hurt before and god knows how much i crave for a normal conversation With him again.
Dear you, I know I was a jerk, I know how dumb I am to ask you out before . We both had been good friends until that day i gave you my last hug. I remember why I gave it you, what I said before we bid farewell, how you're so confused when i said "for luck" and how I didn't properly said I still need you. Because of that, everyday had been so cruel. You were still smiling after we parted and we haven't talked since except "hi" . We used to MSN a lot, I missed that. I missed everything about you. If only you knew how I always had a thought of you whenever you passed by, you'd know how I feel. You're smiles is why I'm still holding on to myself. Best friends never last but I beg to differ. I ruined a relationship and now, i wish to fix the attachments we once had. I never meant to hurt you, I had always loved you but I wonder why it wasn't more than that. I wonder why you weren't someone I want so badly. Maybe because "love was blind" to me but god knows how much i miss you. Really. I swear. I hope you knew. I hope we could be like old times. You're like a little brother to me . I miss you smiling for me . I miss how we joke around and your shy questions. I miss that. I miss that moment .
Happy Mother's Day !
Assalamualaikum,
I would like to wish my beautiful mum a day of appreciation as her child a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :-) thanks for everything you've done for me, even when I'm such a rebel and often have fights with you but you will always be my mum thus, I never had the urge to hate you but only to love and care you more .
This year is another year we're celebrating a token of graditute as being a child. You had always brought the best of me even when I'm at my worse. We fought like crazy this year and made you cry like mad because of my offensive words that I know you've done wrong but know that you weren't at fault because you're doing your job as a mum. I love you and your actions are well played to your stage. I respect you even so. What can I do without you ? :'-) live well and happy. I'm always here for you till the end
Sincerely, your daughter, Sarah Adriana ♥
I would like to wish my beautiful mum a day of appreciation as her child a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :-) thanks for everything you've done for me, even when I'm such a rebel and often have fights with you but you will always be my mum thus, I never had the urge to hate you but only to love and care you more .
This year is another year we're celebrating a token of graditute as being a child. You had always brought the best of me even when I'm at my worse. We fought like crazy this year and made you cry like mad because of my offensive words that I know you've done wrong but know that you weren't at fault because you're doing your job as a mum. I love you and your actions are well played to your stage. I respect you even so. What can I do without you ? :'-) live well and happy. I'm always here for you till the end
Sincerely, your daughter, Sarah Adriana ♥
20120511
Blogger for iPhone
Assalamualaikum,
I just downloaded the blogger app for my phone and well, this could be easy to update if I'm lazy to actually get on my computer . Today's test that are BM and BI were... fine, I just don't have enough time to re check anything. That's the thing I'm worried about. I don't know how I would score this mid term, it seems that without my watch, I just can manage time, RIGHT. Like wise, time is precious ~
To not waste any of yours, keep studying heart and keep smiling :-)
I just downloaded the blogger app for my phone and well, this could be easy to update if I'm lazy to actually get on my computer . Today's test that are BM and BI were... fine, I just don't have enough time to re check anything. That's the thing I'm worried about. I don't know how I would score this mid term, it seems that without my watch, I just can manage time, RIGHT. Like wise, time is precious ~
To not waste any of yours, keep studying heart and keep smiling :-)
Sigh...
I finally heard the truth from Syed, it was only just a game. His friends were toying me using him even though he was nice enough to actually wanting to tell me. I don't blame him for doing so. It's not like i literally want him to be my boyfriend. I did say that before :-) So I'm glad Syed told me sooner before i actually fell in love with him. Agh... hahaha . I'm grateful ^^ and gladly i'll say, NO HEARTBREAKS occur . Alhamdulillah. So yeah, Syed told me to stop liking him so i should because i mean, his words is whom i can only trust right now. He never betrayed me before so he's a HERO. Thanks for everything and also to Hazie for finding this out :')
20120510
Kinda
Assalamualaikum,
Tomorrow's exam !! okay, not trying to pressure any of you guys. Goodluck By the way :-) may the knowledge be ever in your favor. Not to mention study Heart and Smart.
So mostly you guys don't understand why i say Heart instead of Hard. WELL, i created this word so that people would learn to study from the heart instead of forcefully needing to do so and that what you read will go into your brain and function well for exam :-) Understand? Good ^^
Just now in school, i barely seen him the whole day. I kinda miss him but I'm glad at the end of the day i got to see him clearly when school was over. He was RIGHT behind me. Lol, still no hello but who cares right? at least i got to see him smile. ^^ <3
Happy girl is happy :-)
Tomorrow's exam !! okay, not trying to pressure any of you guys. Goodluck By the way :-) may the knowledge be ever in your favor. Not to mention study Heart and Smart.
So mostly you guys don't understand why i say Heart instead of Hard. WELL, i created this word so that people would learn to study from the heart instead of forcefully needing to do so and that what you read will go into your brain and function well for exam :-) Understand? Good ^^
Just now in school, i barely seen him the whole day. I kinda miss him but I'm glad at the end of the day i got to see him clearly when school was over. He was RIGHT behind me. Lol, still no hello but who cares right? at least i got to see him smile. ^^ <3
Happy girl is happy :-)
20120509
Meaningless Post
Twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what you are
Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what you are :-)
If the world when speechless, I don't mind still believing in fairytales, i don't mind wanting to be happy and i don't mind following my heart, telling me to keep on wishing and hoping for a dream come true. I'm fine, even when i can't feel belong in someone's heart, treating me like i'm right, like i'm one of a kind and not someone's usable toy. I'm fine, I always do.. I just want my dreams to come true. I just want you.
Hopefully
Assalamualaikum,
Another day to talk about. Finally, I mean, FINALLY, i passed his class. It's a success :-) his friends was really excited when i first walk up the stairs. He was like "Haikal kat kelas" then he looks left and right and run to his classroom shouting "HAAAAAAAAAIKAAAAAAAAAL!!!" hahahaha, it was uber funny but what's not funny is that Syed said something that put my hopes down. I understand that it won't but i just wish it will (Ignore this phrase) Right now, i'm just hoping for the best and well, pray that it won't fade. Amin ^^
So hey there crush, If all fails, you're still an admirable person. Wish you well in the mere future. Life is beautiful if we open our hearts to realize that the journey is never that far. Keep smiling :-)
Another day to talk about. Finally, I mean, FINALLY, i passed his class. It's a success :-) his friends was really excited when i first walk up the stairs. He was like "Haikal kat kelas" then he looks left and right and run to his classroom shouting "HAAAAAAAAAIKAAAAAAAAAL!!!" hahahaha, it was uber funny but what's not funny is that Syed said something that put my hopes down. I understand that it won't but i just wish it will (Ignore this phrase) Right now, i'm just hoping for the best and well, pray that it won't fade. Amin ^^
So hey there crush, If all fails, you're still an admirable person. Wish you well in the mere future. Life is beautiful if we open our hearts to realize that the journey is never that far. Keep smiling :-)
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